Happy Thanksgiving everyone,
It’s funny how life can work, last month I had a bunch of great things happen to me and I spent 3 out of the 4 weeks being pissed off.
This month a bunch of things haven’t gone my way and I’m even more pissed…hooray?
There’s a position at work that I thought I would be a good fit for and it doesn’t look like I’m going to get it. I also went to the doctor and got tested for low T (which I have) and was hoping to get a shot this week and that didn’t happen either. What’s the reason for both of those?
Who gives a fuck, all I know is that I didn’t get what I asked for and I want to make them all pay for it. That’s not a good place to be mentally for sure. Luck for me I had such a good month to compare it to which brought about the realization that even if I had gotten everything I asked for, I more than likely would find something to be pissed about.
Anger, rage, fantasies of violence, what a great distraction from one’s own life! I see the fuel and fire for what it is, a more aggressive form of the fear that’s right in front of me. Sorry Dave’s Ego, you don’t get the steer this ship.
Time to get to work!